We said, we said, we said,
This time was gonna be different.
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Holidays are supposed to be fun.
But some people can't be helped,
they just screw up your holidays.
First you're all smiles and laughter,
and you're psyched about certain bands coming to S'pore next year.

But nooo, some people are just born to be cruel.
I think those who leave their friends to go to a certain concert,
shouldn't be their friend at all.
At least I have a sane mind to blog about this now.
You guys just turned my holidays upside-down.
And that is not a good thing.
Repeat, NOT.


Thanks again, to you-know-who,
I will go for Green Day alone.
Go have a blast at Big Night Out 2010.
Along with the others,
without me.
The fact that I'm already going alone on that night is also a courtesy of some people,
who treasure crisp dollar bills and shiny dimes more than their friends.
Not really blaming them though.
They might be spending their money wisely.
I hope.
And they better be,
or they'll be sorry.



There's too much going on now.
More in my mind, actually.
Have I made the right choice?
Deep down I have a feeling I didn't.
But instincts' are telling me to move on.
Sort of.

Not fully enjoying this new life, I admit.
Fucked up? You bet.
Not that I'd want my old life back.
No way.
No doubt it'll take a (long)while to adjust to this.

Life's a drag.
Sure, it just bags you up, tosses you on a gravel-laid road,
then drags you along it's never-ending path.

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DARRYL CHUA'S PARTY/BBQ!
Happy (belated)birthday!
Barbeque was AWESOME.

Let's recall.
I had 12 satays, random pieces of chicken, a few sausages, and pastaaaahhh.
6 plates of pasta to be exact.

I want to learn from your mom how to cook the pasta :B
You had me eating even after I was full.
Bloated much.
:D

Oh yes, zach and aditya were there too.
Chiam couldn't make it.

I STILL HAVEN'T PASSED YOU YOUR PRESENT.
Neh remind me ]:<
I'll pass it to you, soon.
:D
I think you'll like what I got you.



Badminton for fellowship yesterday.
Keith mak!
One man show!
:D
I didn't do much on his team.
Ahahah.

The rest who weren't playing badminton were playing cards.
GO FISH!
I still remember how to play! :D
But give me a week or two and I'll forget.
Heheh.


Slept over at silas's house the night before.
Though sleep isn't really the word to use here.

Assholes.
Fucking assholes.
Seriously.
Fuck you.
Thanks alot.
Thanks a-fucking-lot.
You're nothing but ditchers.
You just made my fucking day.
Fuck you all.
Fuck this.

Oh yeah sure I'll have a fucking hell of a time.
BY MY-FUCKING-SELF.
Wow that sure sounds like a lotta fun.

----

In no mood to blog now whatsoever.

Misled, you've always been misled.
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I'm getting addicted to (window)shopping! D:
I need help.
Eeesh.
Don't worry, I'm still straight.
Not to fear.


Tuition today and tomorrow.
Not fun ):
Better get started on homework.



Currently reading midnighters.
I've somehow got myself to start reading the series all over again.
Cos its so darn cool.

Went to queenstown library yesterday to borrow the first and second book.
I want the third book too.

Then maybe I'll start reading the rest of scott westerfeld's books :D
Like the vampire one (no, its not like twilight)
Forgot what its called.



NFG.
I want their albums D:
but my other com can't start.
So I can't download albums.
Sigh.

Especially the newest one,
Not Without A Fight.
Was it? I think so.
Yeah.

Guess I'll be sticking to youtube for a while.



I WANT TO GO ESCAPE THEME PARK.
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HOLY

FUDGEBALLSZXHZS!

Rise Against?!!?!?

Big Night Out 2010?!

I wanna fuckin go!

Shitzshzszxszh! D:
I need money.
I need excuses.


Dammit luh.
I wanna go for both!
Meaning Green Day and RISE AGAINST.


I gotta start saving.
And thinking of excuses to tell my parents.
Or.. I could make a deal with them.
AH F#$%!

WHY.

Luck loves me not tonight
I'm running out.
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Blogging proves that I don't really have a life.
But at least I don't read manga or watch anime.
-hint hint-


Going to eat dinner soon so I'll make this quick.



I.
AM.
BLOODY.
TIRED.

Sometimes I wonder.
2 years of basketball and I'm still this height.
Miserable.
-.-



Yesterday was... productive?
Went to silas's house in the morning.


Watched PARANORMAL ACTIVITY online.

What a rip-off.
Wanna know about it?
Well, in the end, the couple just die.
Yep.

But according to tze hao he says that there are various endings.
3 I think.

The one silas and I watched ended with the girl being possessed and supposedly killing the guy. Yay.
(he kinda deserved it)
Then she comes back to the room where the camera was and just sits on the floor.
Pretty creepy eh?
So like, a few minutes later the cops show up.
They come to the room.
She panics, with the knife still in her hand, walking towards the cops.
She asks them where her boyfriend was.
Cops tell her to drop the weapon.
She panics even more.
Cops shoot her.
THE END.

I think the other ending is where she just smiles at the camera, then jumps at it.
Uhh.. yeah.

This is diane. Her exorcism went wrong.
She experienced the exact same things that you did.
Seeing shadows, hearing things, etc.

This is her after the exorcism,
...she chewed her arm off.

Whuuut.
How can you even bite through your bone?
Ridiculous.

(when the dude was trying to communicate with the ghost)
"So.. do you wanna say something? Perhaps in english this time?"
"What is your favourite colour?"

What an ass.
He definitely deserved to die.


I had difficulty going to sleep last night though.
):
Too scared I might stand beside my bed for 2 hours and not know it.
Or wake up and find myself in the living room.
-shudder-


I'm hungry.
Going to eat.

Conscience is calling,
Come and shut it up.
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Blogging is getting tiring.
Or maybe I'm just tired.



Monday.
Went out with duncan and friends.
We went to suntec/marina square.

Had lunch at burger king/macs.
We left the burger king crown on ronald macdonald.
:B

Went to the arcade for a while.
As we all know, duncan is filthy rich and brought 80 bucks with him(maybe more) on that day.
So he paid for almost everything.
Bwahahah.

Went bowling at marina square.
Threw 2 bowling balls on the lane when they weren't looking.
STRIKE!
We're such douchebags.
Can't help it :D


But the highlight of monday was the stupid prize station.
I'm going to burn that place down when I grow up.
And steal all their prizes.
AND THEIR DOMO KUNS! :D
I love domo kun.

To sum it up, we spent about a hundred bucks there.
And what did we win?
We won a domo kun stuffed toy each.
Plus a domo kun keychain.

I feel so wasted but content.



Tuesday.
Played basketball for the entire day.
From morning till evening.
Met at kap as usual.
Then played until 3.
Some people left.
Went to kezia's court after that.
(me, j.tan, kezia, jaz and jenyi)

YOU LIE. IT'S SO FAR.

Right, so at her FAR AWAY court, we played for a short while.
Nobody could steal the ball from me >:D

After that short while we just lazed around.
And played truth or dare.
I bought the little gunpowder satchets thing! :D
$1.50/packet.
We were throwing them around.
Then the annoying black kid.
Kept pestering us.
I dunno, he's just annoying by nature.
Eventually he didn't talk to us anymore.
Relief at last!

Kezia's ball got punctured.
Loser >:D

Yeah, and that's about it for that day.

It's never been the same,
We built this out of love and pain.
----


CARNIVAL WAS A BORE.
I did morning shift.
But it was pretty slack.
Just sat around and talked to people while they played our game.

I wasn't really paying attention to the dunking pool.
But I was there when caroline hwang got dunked.
:D
I know crompton got dunked as well.
He was in charge of our stall.
He came back dripping wet and asked whether anyone wanted hugs.
Pssh.
Hahahah.


After my shift we went to the ASYLUM.
HAHAHA.
It was a joke.
Really, I was laughing the entire way.
While jaz and her friend were screaming their heads off.
Buahahahah.

We went in a group of 8.
Me, colin, silas, daniel, gabriel, kovic, jaz and her friend.

Oh. And I saw ca, eliza and friends.
The guy let them in first >:(
Hello? We're PRIORITY!
Darnit.

GLOWSTIX ftw!
:D:D
There was a broken glow stick on the floor.
So I forgot who started it.
But we started spraying ourselves with the glowy substance.
So we glew in the dark!
HAHAHA.
Damn cool.

Inside the asylum(actually the D&T studio),
there was this clown sitting in a corner at some point inside.
So at first I thought it was fake.
I shone my pen-torchlight at it.
It didn't move.
So I shone my laser pointer at its eye.
Then it jumped up.
Everybody screamed.
I went deaf for the moment.
Actually I was pretty shocked as well.
And started laughing.

"HAHAHA OH, YOU'RE REAL! HAHAHA SORRY!"
-runs off-

All in all, the asylum was a joke.
But it was probably the best carnival store.
(Besides guitar hero :D)


Jenyi gave colin 2 sheets of coupons.
Haha!
She and her friends were leaving already.
So we saw them off to the bus stop.
A bit blurrrrr.
Hahah.

Colin offered to draw directions on the back of the coupon sheet.
Hahaha!
But jenyi refused.
Fail.


Right, so after we saw them off,
I suggested to colin that we rush to ps to get tickets for 2012 first.

We ran to the bus stop after our school's.
Cos we saw the 171 coming.

THEN came the bee-stinging incident. (refer to facebook status :P)
I was catching up with colin.
It all happened at the bus stop, once I stopped running.
I put my hand on the bus stop thing.
That structure protruding out of the ground to prevent you from running onto the road.
Whatever it's called!
Yeah, I put my hand on that.
Then BAM!
I got stung.
I looked at my palm.
There was a wriggling hornet/bee on it.
So I instantly flung it off.
It really really really REALLY REALLY stung.
D:

I got onto the bus and told colin what happened.
Halfway to ps I felt pretty woozy.
Like as if I was gonna faint.
I AM NOT. WEAK.
I happened to run from one bus stop to the other, thank you.


After that incident, we arrived at ps.
The cinema queue was like, 40-50 people?!
So we thought 'screw it, let's go to cathay.'

And off we went.
Went through all the hassle to confirm the seatings and everything cos only the front row was available.
Only a few seats in the front row as a matter of fact.

In the end, we bought tickets for the 8.15 show.
Late, I know.


Went back to school.
Then met with pearlyn and friend.
Went back to ps.
Walked around a bit.
Went to cathay.

2012 IS 3 FRIGGIN HOURS LONG.
And what's worse is that we got front row seats.
-.-

But it was still pretty cool.
The movie I mean.

'The engine's not starting! COME ON!'
-panicking to start engine with keys-
"EVERYBODY SHUT UP!"
-silence-
(calmly)"Engine... start."
-engine starts-

HAHAHA! I can't explain it here.
It's funnier if you see it for yourself.


I only got home yesterday at 12.
Feeling really tired right now.
Gosh, how much have I typed already?

I better stop, my fingers are gonna be sore.
Ciao.

Our hearts are all bleeding as one,
From the east side, to the west side.
----


LoveHateHero ftw.
Can't stop listening to them right now.


To those who ditched me for muse,
piss off.
Just wanna thank you all for leaving me to go alone.
Assholes.
I'm not in the best of moods to talk about this right now.





Went to play basketball today in the morning.
Met silas, colin, joshua, kezia, isabelle, etc at kap.

In the end I think about 8 10 people went if I'm correct.
I dunno, didn't really count.


Colin has a mini butt print! :D
Disappointing.

"If dogs pee on certain areas to mark their territory,
then humans should leave butt prints to mark theirs!"
:D
[Me and colin's theory]

All this time I didn't know there was a basketball court along rifle range road.
So now I can go there everyday if I want to :D



My msn isn't working.
I can't sign in.
Need to install the newer version.
tai ma fan de.
Waiting for my dad to get home to install it for me.

Sigh.
My legs are aching,
I'm gonna sleep.
That's it for now.

You float like a feather,
In a beautiful world.
----


It's raining now.
I want to go out.
D:

Dad: "So what are you guys doing for fellowship sunday?"
Me: "Um, badminton."
Dad: "Where are you gonna play?"
Me: "Oh, its at um.. uh, the Singapore.. something. Yeah"
Dad: "Well that narrows it down."

Seriously somebody tell me where the place is!
I haven't a blue's clue!



Listening to Hawthorne Heights and LoveHateHero all of a sudden.
My holidays are just that boring.

I want to watch 2012!
And Paranormal activity.
But it's NC16 D:
Sneak in time! :D

Slow down, josh.
Gotta save money.



FUCK THIS,
now nobody's going for green day anymore.
What with all the excitement about muse.
Fuck.
Thanks alot.
Really made my day.



Too tired to blog,
maybe later.

I love you to death,
But to you I'm already dead.

----


I spent the entire day walking around orchard aimlessly.
There was really nothing for me to do at home.
My sister was hogging the computer.
And I couldn't sleep.

So off to orchard I went.

I started walking from wheelock,
all the way to ps.
Stopped at quite a few shops on the way.
Eg. OrchardCentral, ION, etc.


Had dinner at sakae sushi@wheelock with my parents after that.
INARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII<333


I reallyyyy hope that I don't spend the rest of my holidays like this.
May as well chop my legs off.



Gahh, gotta go back to school on friday and saturday ):
Stupid school carnival preparations.



I gotta go take a shower now.
Then eat my dinner.
So I'll sign off here.

My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer.

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I'm so stoned right now.

Went jamming yesterday.
Timothy tagged along cos he was forced volunteered to help us take videos.
The lady was kind enough to let us jam an extra 45 minutes cos some of the feedback problem in the room.
We used another room for the other 45 minutes or so of course.
I felt like I was gonna die.
It's impossible to jam for more than an hour and a half, really.


Stayed over at gabriel's house the night before.
Slept pretty early after watching simpsons.


But I'll talk about the day before.
SCIENCE CENTRE FTW!

We bought tickets for the science centre + human body worlds exhibition shit.
It was 13 bucks! Hahahah.
I really need to start saving.

To cut a long story short,
we were basically just running around science centre.
Literally.
It's actually a wonder why we didn't get kicked out.
Haha.
[I'll try and upload pictures on fb if I can find time.]


Human body worlds!
Fucking waste of my time.
I. WANTED. TO. GO. SNOW CITY.
But noooo, some people insisted that we should go human body worlds.
I actually wasted 10 bucks.
Fuck man.

(science centre ticket - $3
science centre + human body worlds - $13)

It was pretty gross, I don't like that kinda stuff.
Makes me sick.



Came home for dinner afterwards,
Timothy came with me cos he had to eat out or something.
So yeah, we left for gab's house after dinner.


Super tireddddd.
):
12 hours of sleep isn't enough for me, surprisingly.
Or maybe it's the rain.
I dunno.

I am getting quite hungry now.
I am going to have my lunch.



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I want these so badlyyyyy.
D:
I really need to stop going to the converse website.
Someone block it for me please! Gosh.
I'm obsessed.
No questions asked.







Just a few more things to add to my list of stuff I crave for.
D:
That I know I'll never get.
Probably.
Gah.