And I need a getaway, getaway.

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English, chinese, math, combined sci(physics and chem), elective geog, pure lit, POA and SS.
8 subjects.
I think reality just thwarted me hard.
Even if I got an A2 for ALL the subjects listed, it won't even be enough for me to get into poly. Unless I appeal.

I'll do a little target setting right now.
An actual one.
Not like those impromptu ones your teachers give you on the spot before we've even seen the textbooks.
So here;

Eng - A2
Chinese - B3
Math - A1
Comb. Sci - A2
Geography - B3
Literature - B3
POA - C5
SS - B3

Total - 22
L1R5 - 14

Okay I almost forgot about the L1R5. Sue me.
I've really got to make a decision now which subjects I will really spill my brains over,
and which one(s) I will do nearly absolutely nothing about.

Looking at my target setting,
I think I shall drop geography and POA.
For lack of a better understanding(and teacher) for both subjects.
God knows why I even picked elective geog.
Hm, well. History's worse. So yeah.
Let's do a little patch up;

Eng - A2
Chinese - B3
Math - A1
Comb. Sci - A2
Literature - B3
SS - B3
Geography - B3
POA - C5 (HAHAH)

This would hopefully at the least get me into poly.
Humanities make us indecisive little kids.
Don't know whether I should try to make it for lit or geog.
Sigh. Got 1 more year to go.
Stress, go easy on me. I'm new to this.



Still haven't done my homework.
Once again, procrastination wins.
All thanks to you; facebook, youtube and blogger.



2 weeks. I won't be distracted. But I just want ideas. Big b'day bash or just a simple 'Happy Birthday' from friends. Honestly, I'm feeling extremely disorientated the past few days. Everything's happening too fast. There's no time to make decisions. Who are my real friends? To be honest, nobody. Which leads me back to my point about my birthday. I. Need. IDEAS.
I think to myself occasionally, 'Just a little bit less than a couple of years to go, and I'll be outta this shithole.' I need a getaway. I don't want anybody to follow me. I just want to start over. Cos right now everywhere I turn I face mistakes, friends turned rotten and stress. Its quite a shame though. Many years down the road I'll look back at my life at barker, what a mess. If I were given a choice, I'll probably want to erase all this. Never want to remember a thing that happened between 2008 - 2011.
FML.

Big whoop.
I found the time to blog.
Becoming quite rare these days, blogging.
I predict it's going to be extinct in the not-too-distant future.





Screw geog.
I will never understand or comprehend that dreadful subject.
Even if I actually wanted to.
I can't, and probably won't.

Still need to complete my GA though.
So if anybody would be kind enough to tell me the similarities and differences of tropical rainforests and tropical monsoon forests, I'd REALLY appreciate it.



I can't stand my class.
Just a whole bunch of childish immature kids.
Heh, aditya.
Kidding.
But yeah, if certain people read this, GROW. UP.
Some people ought to keep their mouth shut.

Parents are probably gonna nag at me more this year.
If I fail my exams, blame my class.
I can't believe I'm actually putting an effort in.
Heh, but I can't say the same for POA :P
Sorraye :D
but we have a/an (insert adjective of choice here) teacher.
Dangerous? Deranged? Disillusioned? All of the above and more?
Ah well, you get the point.
I heard somewhere that old age makes you go nuts or something.
Or was that a sort of disease?
If so, my POA teacher probably has it.
Yep.


Oh, and my maths is looking positive. +
GET IT? MATH? POSITIVE? AHAHAHAH. :D
nevermind.
Scored full marks on my test.
Also, I am a tad smarter than the majority of the class.
Well, at least according to what my teacher said.
Hate me for saying this but I actually like doing math.
I pray it'll be this easy throughout the whole of 2010.
Better go check my textbook.
Just to be sure of the syllabus.




Didn't get to go for Boys Like Girls that night.
Didn't really want to anyway.
Save it for a better concert.


Watched TOOTH FAIRY yesterday.
I BELIEVE I BELIEVE I BELIEVE.
Let me go to toothfairyland to become a tooth fairy!
Wonder how much Dwayne Johnson gets paid to star in that movie.
Oh and harjay, we saw some of your relatives at plaza sing that day. :D


Going bowling tomorrow for fellowship sunday.
Doubt alot of people are gonna show up.
Isabelle will pwn us all.
D:
I'm gonna request for bumpers.
But if it costs more $$$ then forget it.
hmph.

MARK. YOU MONEY EXTORTER.
My parents only gave me 15 bucks.
You're paying the rest for me, I don't care. :)
Kallang leisure park had a bowling alley?
I didn't know that.
Only go there to ice-skate.
Hope mark gives us a lift from church.
There and back.




That's it for now, got a family dinner to attend to.
Will try to find the time to blog again.

GREEN DAY 2010.
The best concert ever in 2010.
Nuff said.
I ain't going for the other ones.
Green day is by far the best live band in the history of punk rock!
Hell yeah!
<- I took that picture by the way. Along with several others. Check fb :D



So like, me and daniel reached indoor stadium at 4.30ish. (I left my school bag in school.)
And there was a queue already o.o
He went to get a $40 shirt.
And didn't buy me the poster >:(

Then we quickly got in line.
Grabbed a bite from koufu at kallang leisure park.
Went back to wait for douglas and his *cough*hot*cough* cousins.

They arrived shortly after.
From that point onwards we took 15 minute shifts.
Each of us gets to walk over to kallang leisure park for 15 minutes while the rest stay in the queue :D


The queue only started moving at 7.
Eventually we rusehed in and got a spot 3 rows from the stage.
HOYEAH :D
"Laser pointer!"
"ZIP."
HAHAHA!
Everywhere we turned there were mutts all around us.
Not a very pleasant sight.
Heheh :D


This random band called Prima Donna came out.
Everyone's expressions were: "WTF?"
They started playing. "Okay, not bad."
They continued playing. "Um okay.."
And on they went. "Where the fuck is green day?"
And yet again. "FUCK YOU! GET OFF THE STAGE! WE WANT GREEN DAY!" -starts chanting 'green day, green day, green day'-

Well. Yeah. You get the point.


So then after much waiting, green day finally came on.
The crowd went nuts.
I couldn't breathe for a sec cos of all the pushing and squeezing.

I'll upload a picture of the songlist on fb later.


They stopped midway through 21st century breakdown cos the barricade broke.
HAHAHA.
Super hilarious luh.
"Hold on hold on we gotta fix this."

And some lucky mutt got to sing Longview after that!
D:
THE ENTIRE SONG.
ON STAGE.
WITH GREEN DAY.
A MUTT.
ZOMG.


THAT LUCKY BASTARD DANIEL GOT PICKED TO GO UP ON STAGE. Billie was like, "I need a volunteer!" and pointed to him. "Yeah, you!" So he went up on stage and got the water gun from him. And sprayed the crowd of course. Not only that, he also somehow got his guitar pick. The songlist as well. Like, wtf right?!


That's him. The kid who got pulled up on stage by billie.
0:27 - 1:07


And what did I get to do? I fought for tre cool's drum stick.
Yeah that's right, stick.
Singular, not plural.
There was this tiny mosh pit.
So I joined in.
Eventually I gave up.
Got a bit too violent.
Don't want myself putting anyone into a coma eh? ;D
kidding.
These 2 guys were having a tug of war with the stick.
Then one dude punched the other guy.
Then I didn't see the rest.
HAHA.



Ah, I'm too lazy to blog about the rest of the concert.
It ended at 11.30ish.
BEST. CONCERT. EVER.

So take your empty words, your broken promises.



Only the 1st week of school and pressure's setting in.
I don't know how on earth I'm going to survive the next 355 days.
But thank God there's not much homework.
Yet.

OBS/Leadership camp in March. D:
Church camp as well, during the 1-week holiday.
Don't think I'm going though.


I want to watch Vampire's Assistant.
Any takers? :D

SCHOOL TOMORROW.
I CAN'T SLEEP.
NEED TO WAKE UP AT 6 FRIGGIN AM.

ZOMG.

And don't expect me to blog much from now onwards.
:/


OHYEAH. I'm a bit late but what the heck :D
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
And well, christmas too.
Thanks for the xmas cards, isabelle and dianne (:
And for the random gifts as well. (sweets from the arcade which I helped steal win)
HAHA:D

MTC BBQ WAS AWESOME.
Satay ftw! <3
Keith mak! SATAY MAN. :D HAHAHA.
I don't care, I won at that gym ball throwing game :D all of you losers decided to give up, but noooo, I PERSEVERED. And therefore WON! Muahahah.
Rachel I know you took stalker shots of me.
I demand that you upload them now.
Or at least let me see them!





Well, in exactly 6 weeks time, it's that time of the year again. My birthday(and chinese new year as well!). I don't really know what to say. I've prayed about this. I don't want to rush into things like I did last year, which turned out awfully uneventful. Thus, I've made a promise to God. For my birthday this year, I leave everything to him. I will do whatever he tells me to, even if I have to wait. I've learned my lesson. Don't worry, it won't ever happen again.

And one more thing; sorry but, I believe God has told me to move on. Which means no more oc for me. Yes, it's true. I've been thinking about going back, about mending severed friendships, possibly turn over a new leaf. I've even talked to someone. So I went for wesley ym camp. During that time I still wasn't so sure. Someone even came to tell me that she's going back to oc. But a day later or so, I somehow got a clear message: Move on. As such, I will stick to wesley ym for the time being.
Deep deep down inside I'm honestly glad that you guys have so much fun. Hope that you'll stay strong as one community. And forgive my ignorance in the past, I'm really trying hard not to be. Yeah. Guess that's it.