Tuesday, April 26, 2016, 1:02 AM //
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The late hours of the night can really be a dangerous place…
It’s like… everything I feel is… amplified... tenfold.
So… destructive/poisonous thoughts, for instance… they tear me apart from the inside… a manifestation… like a small flame or corrosive acid that burns… slowly, but surely, consuming everything in its path…
Conversely, though, on a more optimistic note… my creative thoughts; they run a lot more smoothly… like an endless stream of clear-blue water… I feel like I can articulate myself (in writing) a lot better in this state… whatever this is called…
Anyways, the poisonous thoughts have got the better of me tonight… I really do hope all this negative thinking will go away soon… I guess my biggest fear is that all this “negative” thinking actually turns out to be realistic, rather than negative…
Sigh, I don’t know…