Woah, okay. Having been through so much thus far,
I think I can safely conclude that this, whatever it is, is a whole new ball game.
I don't know what to think these days.

Thinking back, I really did see a drastic change between day 1 of secondary school and the pre-O's period.
And I imagine how it's gonna be like now.
Between day 1 of orientation/lectures and after the end of 3 years, how are things going to change?
Quite a scary thought.
There are so many possibilities.
Sigh.

Guess the question here, really, is which risks are worth taking?