Sigh, I'm going to be mature about this. Yes, I'm upset I got into NYP. No, I'm quite alright with digital visual effects because it's something I'd prefer as compared to any other engineering course. No I am not going to appeal, because with 21 points, I am only allowed to appeal for courses with cut-off points below that number. Guess which courses they are? Engineering. So, there. It could've been better, but my JPSAE was unsuccessful and they didn't give me a spot in audio-visual tech at NP, or an interview even for interior design at SP. I was really keen on getting into either 1 of my first 2 choices as stated, but it looks like I don't have any choice now. I'm not going to dwell on this so much, just going to take it as it is. Bite the bullet, cope with the next 3 years, get the diploma and hopefully make something out of this miserable life.

21 points for L1R4.
29 for L1R5.
Yup, flunked my humans, as expected.
So that limits my poly courses.
In fact, I can't get into most courses now.

You know what? Fuck this.
I've had it with people who fucking mope over single digits.
Crying their hearts out.
Acting as if it's the end of the world for them.
Well, fuck off.
I've said this before, some people aren't as intelligent as you guys are.
So why can't you just accept that just having that is a privilege?
Do you see me crying? No.
Do you know how many fucking courses you're still qualified for? Do you see that?
Are you aware that some people don't even qualify for half the courses you do?
Do you know how much it irks me and pisses me off to see that people are acting this way and being so ungrateful about it? A lot.
This world is fucked up.
My future is fucked up.
Sigh. I have nothing more to say.
Not in the mood, to do anything.
It's pointless.
Everything's pointless.