Been having particularly peculiar dreams lately.
Made me realise certain things too.
I can't explain it, but some of them have proved to be quite accurate that it's scary.
Some of them just plain nonsense.

Last night I dreamt about getting my results back.
Obviously, realistically, it's not gonna look as bad as I predict it to be.
Maybe I exaggerate, but thinking about it, how many points exactly am I going to scrape off? Not much, that's for sure. This I'm certain of.
The only thing I remember seeing on my report card was 23 points for my L1R4 and 30 points for my L1R5.
Made me re-evaluate the possibility of that ever happening.
Quite unlikely.
And even so, if I do shave off that few points, what good is it gonna do for me?
I still can't get into a lot of courses in poly.
Whatever, I'm probably just thinking too much.
I wanna forget about all of this, but I can't.
Feel really horrible now.
I want to ostracise myself from society for the longest time so I can sort my life out.
I need to be in solitude, that's probably what's best for me right now.

Oh, and if you're curious, after collecting my results back in my dream, the world sort of ended.
Utter chaos and mayhem ensued.
Train services stopped.
I was running for dear life away from god knows what.
Was it a plague?
Can't remember.
Yeah.
Bit pointless, yet interesting at the same time hmm?

Right, exam updates.
Blanked out during SS, just like how I did for the rest of my humanities papers.
Wrote two to three lines for the SBQs. Each of them.
I fucking hate SBQs.
Didn't even cross-refer or however you do that.
I mean, if the standard questions came out I would at least give my best effort to answer them because I have a rough idea on how to do that.
But what the hell, what kind of questions were those?
Didn't know how to answer.
Sri Lanka came out.
Surprisingly, I couldn't remember most of the details.
Didn't even know how to answer the second part of the question.
Only wrote 2 paragraphs (of nonsense).
So yeah, screwed up SS for sure.
Another F9 on the list.
Normally in class, without fail, I'll get 9/12 for every single essay I write.
And when I write I give every single detail.
This time it was just generalised.
So I'm estimating my ss marks to be 15/50? Give or take a few marks?
Added to geog, which got 19 or 20, that gives me 34 or 35 in total. Percent.
Oh hey F9, we meet again.

I drew tables for POA.
The only thing is that the tables were either blank or had dates written in them.
I can't remember.
Of course, as expected, none of the theory questions made any sense so once again I was forced to either bullshit my way through this paper or leave it blank.
Skipped a 17 mark question completely.
Yeah.
Why did I even turn up for the paper?

Let's face it, I have no future.