Got back our report books today.
Lit, 42%.
8th percentile in the entire cohord.
Hence, this translates to me getting 8% in literature for o's.
Yup, 8%.
And that's just comparing to my school alone.
I can't even begin to imagine what it'll be like compared to other schools.
F9 for ss/geog. Oh and POA too.

Fuck aiming for a poly, I should be in ITE west campus.
The COP for the course I'm aiming for at NP just got lower. 11 points now.
Besides, I heard ITE west's got high quality facilities like a hotel, cafeterias, etc.
And their compound is massive, apparently.

Of course, my parents, being ever so supportive, told me I'm going to repeat sec 4 (wasn't an option), or just go to ITE, which I would be aiming for now, given the fact that we had our JAE briefing today.
I mean, other parents would be nagging, or at the least, encouraging other people to study.
And look at me, sitting here in front of the laptop, posting this message, free to use it again whenever I wish.
Not once have they ever stepped in and told me off just so I could get some work done.
What about all the efforts I've put in over the past one and a half years?
Wasted.
Heck, my sister's studying way harder than I ever have.
She's sec 1.
Who the hell needs good grades at sec 1?

Obviously, I'm just not cut out to excel in academics.
Fuck this.
Just another 4 weeks.