lol i'm sorry but i've really just reached a point where i couldn't give two shits about school anymore
i'm done
i've had it

fuck this course
i'm not gonna waste putting in anymore time and effort into my assignments
it's really not worth it
for just that TINY amount of increase in GPA by a matter of decimal points
fuck it

who cares about creative writing as a dip-plus next semester
i'll find other ways to get the jobs i want in the future
i don't need to have the exact credentials in plain sight printed on paper for you
i'll find my own ways
fuck school
i don't need my 3.0 GPA

right now all i want is to focus on my photog and better myself at it
actually, that's only partially true
right now all i really want for the remainder of my poly life is to kick back, relax, and chill my way through
occasionally shoot a couple gigs if i've the passes

my last and final studio project this semester takes place next feb-mar
i don't even care anymore.
i'm going to kl to see foals on the 4th, most likely during the week of/before presentation (the big thing)
fuck it
nothing's gonna stand in my way
i'm not gonna lose out on this opportunity to see one of the most influential bands (to me) and also one of my favourites for many years now (since secondary school) that i'd kill to see live
(remind me again to write another post regarding the comparison of music photography here and in the UK to do with the music scene)
i will do whatever it takes to try and photograph them, too
and even if i can't, fuck it
i'm still going there to catch them live

so yeah
yes, i'm pretty pissed
on top of wanting to skin everyone alive from my class (which i have given some serious thought to),
i have now basically reached the climax of my apathy(???)
fuck, i can't even be bothered to write properly
that's the state i'm in right now

fuck this school
and my course
so hard
ugh.