Saturday, December 8, 2012, 10:42 PM // 0 comment(s)

I'm not sure what's the exact word to use here to describe "thinking of yourself above/better than others",
I think it stands somewhere between narcissism and an elitist nature?
Whatever, I'll stick with narcissism for now, for lack of a better & more accurate word.

It shouldn't be much of a surprise that my level of tolerance is, and has always been, at an all time low.
I thought I might try to evaluate my character in greater detail to find the cause of this behaviour.
The conclusion (okay not really) I've arrived at sort of follows the chicken-egg theory.

The way I see it, it could be one of two things:
I could either be intolerant due to the fact that I'm a bit of a narcissist,
or a narcissist because I'm intolerant.

Make any sense?

Let me try to cite some examples.
Okay on second thought, maybe not.
I'd be tapping on my narcissistic side by doing so.

In all honesty, I just really can't stand my class.
I'm also not sure how long I can remain stoic.
Some days I think I might just break, really.

Thank god I've got friends elsewhere to keep me sane.

Two more years of mental torture to go!
Then another couple years of both mental and physical torture in NS, whoopty-fucking-doo.
Us guys have SO MUCH to look forward to here in Singapore don't we?

Fuck it, I'm in no state to write a decent entry.