Right about now I feel like packing up all my stuff; my clothes, my belongings, my passport, grab all the cash I've saved up to this point and get to the airport. Don't think, just act. And from there I'd let fate decide what to do with my life. Who knows, I might just be of more use elsewhere. And I'm not kidding I really hope I get the chance to do this soon. A one-way ticket to somewhere, anywhere away from this sad excuse for a country. (Like, take NS as an example. I mean, why defend/serve a country I don't feel I have a stake in?) It's ridiculous. I'm sick and tired of going through this mediocre routine. My parents said so themselves: it's only going to get worse in the future when I'm faced with job placements and other difficulties, that what I'm going through now apparently doesn't compare with what "grown-ups" do. So can you really blame me for pursuing a different path?