Results.
I'll just leave it at that and never talk about it again.
Biggest disappointment of my life.
This is one of the feelings I hate the most;
Having put in so much effort, but finding out that I still fail terribly. And in addition, that people I know who study less do better.
Don't know whether to carry on or slack.
Honestly.
Fuck the hopes and dreams of being one of the best students in the history of 4Arts classes, fuck getting distinctions, fuck working hard.
Didn't pay off in the end.
Thank you, mid-year exams, for showing me how worthless and less intellectual than others I am.


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English E8

E.Maths C5
Science A2

SS/Geog D7
Literature E8

POA F9
Chinese F9
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L1R4 30
L1R5 39
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I wasn't expecting much out of my humanities subjects, but I didn't expect it to be this bad either, especially for SS and geog.
English failed partially because I hate my teacher, and so does my class. Ranked 24th in class by the way. Ha.
Combined science was a surprise though. The one subject I was most expecting to fail because I guessed nearly everything. Not being modest here.
Regret maths. Could've done better.

Blue slip.
Seeing the principal this friday with my parents.
My class didn't even get any white slips at all.
None.
Which is actually quite funny.
Could see how everyone was hoping for pink slips.
Ahh.



Feel terrible right now.
Need to sleep this off.