Why am I still here?
I don't deserve to be here.
I don't want to be here.
Where am I going?
Nowhere, that's where.
I think I'm a natural pessimist, really.
But I can't deny the facts.
At least I'm not a maniac with suicidal tendencies,
not yet.



We all have to go our seperate ways, don't we?
That's really such a shame.
Think back, say 2-3 years ago.
What was it like?
Its been a while, hasn't it?
Look at us now.
Cliche as it may sound,
life goes on.
What a miserable reality.



Is it over?




.
Been feeling pretty lethargic lately.
Thanks to sentosa, basketball and whatnot.

I have officially lost all my will to study.
I'm just going to face it,
I'm going to fail my EOYs.
I'm going to come back during the holidays.
I'm going to get nagged at by my parents.
I'm going to have restrictions. Again.
I'm going to regret not studying.
I'm going to lose my mind.

God save me.