And I need a getaway, getaway.

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English, chinese, math, combined sci(physics and chem), elective geog, pure lit, POA and SS.
8 subjects.
I think reality just thwarted me hard.
Even if I got an A2 for ALL the subjects listed, it won't even be enough for me to get into poly. Unless I appeal.

I'll do a little target setting right now.
An actual one.
Not like those impromptu ones your teachers give you on the spot before we've even seen the textbooks.
So here;

Eng - A2
Chinese - B3
Math - A1
Comb. Sci - A2
Geography - B3
Literature - B3
POA - C5
SS - B3

Total - 22
L1R5 - 14

Okay I almost forgot about the L1R5. Sue me.
I've really got to make a decision now which subjects I will really spill my brains over,
and which one(s) I will do nearly absolutely nothing about.

Looking at my target setting,
I think I shall drop geography and POA.
For lack of a better understanding(and teacher) for both subjects.
God knows why I even picked elective geog.
Hm, well. History's worse. So yeah.
Let's do a little patch up;

Eng - A2
Chinese - B3
Math - A1
Comb. Sci - A2
Literature - B3
SS - B3
Geography - B3
POA - C5 (HAHAH)

This would hopefully at the least get me into poly.
Humanities make us indecisive little kids.
Don't know whether I should try to make it for lit or geog.
Sigh. Got 1 more year to go.
Stress, go easy on me. I'm new to this.



Still haven't done my homework.
Once again, procrastination wins.
All thanks to you; facebook, youtube and blogger.



2 weeks. I won't be distracted. But I just want ideas. Big b'day bash or just a simple 'Happy Birthday' from friends. Honestly, I'm feeling extremely disorientated the past few days. Everything's happening too fast. There's no time to make decisions. Who are my real friends? To be honest, nobody. Which leads me back to my point about my birthday. I. Need. IDEAS.
I think to myself occasionally, 'Just a little bit less than a couple of years to go, and I'll be outta this shithole.' I need a getaway. I don't want anybody to follow me. I just want to start over. Cos right now everywhere I turn I face mistakes, friends turned rotten and stress. Its quite a shame though. Many years down the road I'll look back at my life at barker, what a mess. If I were given a choice, I'll probably want to erase all this. Never want to remember a thing that happened between 2008 - 2011.
FML.