Everyone here does nothing but drag me down. And I do not say this lightly.
Everything's just a fucking hindrance to me here.
And I can't, I won't stand for it any longer.
Fucking hell.
Honestly, sometimes I just feel so tormented by everything.
Like I can actually FEEL the weight/burden of all my peers (I won't even consider them as 'friends') dragging me down.
The truth is I have no one (not here at least) (or that's probably what I'd like to believe).
No one to share common interests with,
no one to have actual, honest conversations with - about REAL THINGS that matter.
It is just so fucking miserable, truly.
Everybody here fucking disgusts me, in ways that I can never describe with words.
Honestly, the amount of things that I cringe at each day...
And believe me, with ALL of the stuff/people I've blocked off thus far in my life, but still having to feel this way towards all the stuff/people I have left? C'mon. Something's really wrong here.
Fuck this.