MOTHER TONGUE O-LEVEL NEXT MONDAY!
Shit luh, I really don't wanna gooooo.
It's the beginning of our holidays, give us a break!
But even so, having a percentile of (doing better than) merely 0.3% of the entire cohord for mid-year chinese paper, I am definitely not studying for it anymore.

Results.
I'll just leave it at that and never talk about it again.
Biggest disappointment of my life.
This is one of the feelings I hate the most;
Having put in so much effort, but finding out that I still fail terribly. And in addition, that people I know who study less do better.
Don't know whether to carry on or slack.
Honestly.
Fuck the hopes and dreams of being one of the best students in the history of 4Arts classes, fuck getting distinctions, fuck working hard.
Didn't pay off in the end.
Thank you, mid-year exams, for showing me how worthless and less intellectual than others I am.


____________________
English E8

E.Maths C5
Science A2

SS/Geog D7
Literature E8

POA F9
Chinese F9
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L1R4 30
L1R5 39
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I wasn't expecting much out of my humanities subjects, but I didn't expect it to be this bad either, especially for SS and geog.
English failed partially because I hate my teacher, and so does my class. Ranked 24th in class by the way. Ha.
Combined science was a surprise though. The one subject I was most expecting to fail because I guessed nearly everything. Not being modest here.
Regret maths. Could've done better.

Blue slip.
Seeing the principal this friday with my parents.
My class didn't even get any white slips at all.
None.
Which is actually quite funny.
Could see how everyone was hoping for pink slips.
Ahh.



Feel terrible right now.
Need to sleep this off.

YES.
MATH(paper 2) WAS SO EASY!
smart asses in my school probably gonna get scores like 96/100.
yes, it was that simple.
BUT OMG I DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FINISHHHH.
UGHHHHHHHHHH >:(
stupid graph.
i'd say i'm confident of getting 65+/100 for paper 2.
maths teacher came up to me and told me she was surprised that i did well for paper 1 compared to 'my friends'. :/

Anyway,
not going to rant about exams, sooo..
here's some stuff i'm planning to save up for!



1) A decent Cajon(with the sleek french pronunciation :D) $200-$800
yes it's in its hundreds but i really want one ):

2) A bike, possibly :/ $?

3) Shirts! $30-$70

4) HOLIDAY EXPENSES. (science centre, wild wild wet, etc.) $?

Really anxious about my papers.
It's like I want to know my marks but at I don't want too either.
Ughh.
Still have math and physics and 1 more lit paper to go.
Hope I do well for ss/geog, or at the least pass. :/
It was the most I studied for anyway.
Gonna spam myself with math questions now.

Learnt it.
(: